I decided to cut off my hair in March of 2020. I remember feeling like I needed to do something different. I needed a change. Something drastic! I wasn't sure what I wanted but the thought of cutting it all off gave me a feeling of freedom and rebellion. I guess I was rebelling against my own norms in a way. Little did I know that a week later the world shut down due to Covid-19. After the shut-down I couldn’t get to a salon so I spent the next several months experimenting with my own … clippers. #gasp :-) The freedom of not worrying about making a mistake was quite enjoyable I must say! I even dyed my hair black at one point. Although that was kind of a mistake ... LOL. Overall it was a great experience.
Now that I’m no longer cutting and or taking the buzzer to my hair, I’m noticing nice growth and realizing that not only has my hair grown through the pandemic but I have grown in some pretty important ways as well.
Firstly, I no longer live in a place of “go go go”. Busy is good but I now balance it with rest! I’m much more settled into the flow of life. If things don't work out as planned, I'm less likely to be upset about it. I used to find it challenging to just relax without feeling like I needed to always be productive. I still have that need however, I now find a better balance. I actually plan down time! And there is nothing I would trade for my "reset Sundays".
Secondly, I’ve leaned into the practice of nurturing and celebrating meaningful relationships. My friends are the true ride or die types! :-) I've been blessed in that way and I don’t take it for granted. Now more than ever I truly know the value of people who are there through thick and thin. And in the growing I’ve also learned to let go of people or things that don't bring joy and peace. This part of my growth has been full of lessons, but thank God for the lessons!
Finally I think the biggest growth for me has been spiritual. God is my rock, my source and my protector. I’m so thankful to serve a loving God who does not judge my imperfections but instead pulls me in closer. A forgiving Father who only wants the highest good for his children.
I pray that the pandemic will be in the rear view mirror soon for us soon. Either way, I know that growth is bound to happen and I'm here for that!
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Oct 1, 2021, 12:19:55 PM
Stephenie - Thanks! :)
Sep 29, 2021, 7:33:35 PM
Gina Robinson - Love this!!